Regret

Finally I came back from Teluk Intan...I knew I had wasted lots of time and many golden opportunities in that hospital but I couldn't help myself...

I couldn't suppress my depression...I thought I am always able to adapt myself to different new environment but now I realize how fragile I am...

Yes, I regret of taking this path...I don't know what can keep me going on...I've heard other people having more pressure than me...I know I should be greatful...

I hate hypocrite but they aren't wrong...

Life is all about acting...

Acting that you care for people who you don't...

Acting that you are interested in what you don't...

I hope I can learn from them so that I can evolve to 100% hypocrite...

If you can't beat them, join them...