Battleship

When the world is colourless

U feel so down that as if u are just a living zombie . U keep on crying, either without any reasons or over small matter. U feel very helpless but dunno who to turn to. Whatever words of consolation couldn't be accepted. U feel like wanna die but u have no energy to kill yourself. U can't think of reasons to live. U are very selfish because u don't care how ppl who love u will be hurt when u wanna die. U know u are depress but can't think of any reasons. U refuse medication because u are scare.
I hope u will become better with time as u did before. I'm waiting. U will celebrate your 26th birthday with me. I just know.

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Maybe I expected too much thus the disappointment...